- . W a s t e d . -


Standing at the back door

She tried to make it fast

One tear hit the hard wood

It fell like broken glass

She said sometimes love slips away

And you just can't get it back

Let's face it


For one split second

She almost turned around,

But that would be like pouring rain drops

Back into a cloud

So she took another step and said,

"I see the way out and I'm gonna' take it."


I don't wanna' spend my life jaded,

Waiting to wake up one day and find

That I've let all these years go by-

Wasted.


Oh I don't wanna' keep on wishing, missing

The still of the morning, the color of the night.

I ain't spending no more time

Wasted.



*Carrie Underwood


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This is my get-me-through song right now -it reminds me that life passes fast and you don't want to waste it, which is what I seem to be doing. I'm at the end of my rope and it feels like I've just been hanging here.

'I ain't spendin no more time...wasted.'

I don't want my pain to hold me back anymore. I'm so...sick of it.

I'm sick of a lot of things.

I need to find the strength to move again.



~Tina